A blog's Jeremy

 Life can be really crazy at times, the older I get I never feel like there is an end to the craziness, as soon as I feel like I can handle something another thing comes up. Sometimes I feel like I can't handle it, which makes me wonder how others handle life. Anyways I've been learning more about my own dating habits, sometimes I found myself just wanting companionship, which usually turns into something unhealthy, but it feels so natural at first. After going through several of these kind of relationships, I find myself thinking that maybe there is something else out there for me. But what? How can I find it? After some more thought, I came to the conclusion that I need to do things that are supernatural. I need to be the one against the crowd. I strongly believe that God wants us to save ourselves for marriage, this is a good example of being supernatural. Because if we all did what was natural we would be having sex at a very young age, there wouldn't be any standards. ...

 I find myself usually starting with "I've been thinking".....I've been thinking a lot about my future and where I am going in life, there is lots of things I want to do before I die. I want to one day visit the Stonehenge, I want to go on a mission, I want to become a good husband to a good wife, and I want to be a father one day. (There's a lot more I insure you, but these are some of the main things.) So it mostly boils down to marriage. There is a lot to think about, like when will I be ready? How will I do as a husband? And Can I live up to it? I think there is a lot more for me to learn to be able to get to the point where I could be ready for marriage. There is just so many things that could go wrong, I feel like it's impossible to try and predict the future. Like I want to be the best I can be, but I can't do that without learning some tools to deal with the problems. What kind of problems might arise after getting married?  Well, I think the first...

As I have gotten older I have learned many things, and one of those things is the ability to grow. You might think what is the ability to grow? Can't you already do that? Well, the way I see it, you grow physically without thinking, but you have to learn how to grow emotionally/intellectually. I've learned many things throughout my life and I'm excited to learn more. Recently I was with a friend and she told me something I thought I should share. She said "the only constant in life is change." So when I say I learned about the ability to grow, it means I now let myself change and expect the changes to come.  As I have been around people I have observed that the people that don't progress or the people that become more stagnant in life seem to be more depressed and have a harder time with life. It's almost like we have an unspoken agreement with life: if we progress, then will be more happy, but if we stop or give up then life will just be a little darker. ...

As i get older, i find myself looking back to my childhood, thinking about "The good old days" when life was more simple. The biggest thing i had to worry about then was how fast i could change my sheets so i could watch saturday cartoons. Now i have to worry about Exams, due dates, making ends meet, and not making mistakes....Mistake, there's that powerful word. That word has sent people to jail, ended many lives, ruined goals and projects, brought the savior to his knees. But hasn't making mistakes also saved lives? The mistakes i make now feel ever so more important than the mistakes i've made in the past, but who am i without my mistakes? isn't that the reason why we are here? aren't we supposed to make mistakes and learn from them? Without my mistakes, i for one would not be here in rexburg doing what i need to, to learn more. anyway....where was i going with this? oh yes my childhood.     I had a great childhood, i grow up with 6 sibling and had amaz...